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Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
11:53 pm	fuck off do what you have to do to be happy and fuck all else. and fuck you if you dont like me i dont give a fuck this is for me fuck you Current Mood: fuck off (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 10th, 2002
4:47 pm	sometimes people suck It's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you I know that / you're leaving / you must have / your reasons the season / is calling / and your pictures / are falling down The steps that / I retrace / the sad look / on your face the timing / and structure / did you hear / he fucked her? a day late / a buck short / I'm writing / the report on losing / and failing / when I move / I'm flailing now And it's happened once again I'll turn to a friend someone that understands sees through the master plan But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long to face this on my own well I guess this is growing up well I guess this is growing up And maybe / I'll see you / at a movie / sneak preview you'll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guy and I'll smile / and you'll wave / we'll pretend / it's okay the charade / it won't last / when he's gone / I won't come back And it'll happen once again you'll turn to a friend someone that understands and sees through the master plan But everybody's gone and you've been there for too long to face this on your own well I guess this is growing up Well, I guess this is growing up well, I guess this is growing up well, I guess this is growing up well, I guess this is growing up well, I guess this is growing up Current Mood: stressed Current Music: eminem - lose yourself (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 5th, 2002
4:18 am	PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID OR WHAT YOU SAID, BUT THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL. Current Mood: frustrated (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 16th, 2002
2:42 pm	The Best of What's Around Hey my friend It seems your eyes are troubled Care to share your times with me Would you say you're feeling low and so A good idea would be to get it off your mind See, you and me Have a better time than most can dream of Have it better than the best And so can pull on through Whatever tears at us Whatever holds us down And if nothing can be done We'll make the best of what's around Turns out not where but who you're with That really matters That really matters, hey And hurts not much when you're around, when your around and If you hold on tight To what you think is your thing You may find you're missing all the rest She run up into the light surprised Her arms are open Her mind's eye is Seeing things from a Better side than most can dream of On a better road I feel Oh So you could say she's safe Whatever tears at her Whatever holds her down And if nothing can be done Will make the best of what's around Turns out not where but what you think That really matters That really matters That really matters See, you and me Have a better time than most can dream of Have it better than the best And so can pull on through Whatever tears at us Whatever holds us down And if nothing can be done We'll make the best of what's around Turns out not where but who you're with That really matters That really matters, hey And hurts not much when you're around, when your around The best of what's around The best of what's around Your the best of what's around The best of what's around Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: dave (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 1st, 2002
7:36 pm	hmmm so i just pierced my nipple.... kinda startin to hurt! (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 11th, 2002
10:27 pm	"The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his." being grounded really really really sux. I am so bored right now. umm sooooo jaeg's was pretty fun untill like 12 or so but o'well i guess everyone has there nite but .......... well o'well i dont care. except for the damn burn in my forehead. shit happens though i guess.. i just really want summer to be here so badly, i cant take goin to school everyday anymore. shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , shit happens , Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: avril lavigne- complicated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 1st, 2002
10:03 pm	ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 31st, 2002
1:09 am	this is the worst feeling ever , i would not do that My Sundown i see it around me i see it in everything: i could be so much more than this said my goodbyes this is my sundown i'm going to be so much more than this i need you to show me the way from crazy i want to be so much more than this with one hand high you'll show them your progress you'll take your time but no one cares lovely time, tinsel shine goodbye, i'll be fine good good bye good good night Current Mood: crushed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:44 am	this isnt gonna make sense to anyone but its for me. i would not do this . i cant believe this is happening . that is not me at all. I didnt do that, and i wouldnt. I hate my life soo much. nothing is going good and i cant take it anymore, Current Mood: crushed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 30th, 2002
10:54 pm	hi I havent written in here in a loooooooooooong time. O'well just dont got much that i wanna say or talk about. Sorry if im not myself around u guys and im like just acting stupid. Im sorry! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
9:56 pm	ahhhh i just hung up on a cop and they are on there way, yikes........................ Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: ummm new song that i wrote (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 3rd, 2002
8:56 pm	yay! being grounded is fun let me tell you! its bad when ur looking for homework to do and u realize u did it all. everyone feel very very bad for me Current Mood: bored Current Music: umm this song im writing prob wont show anyone though ha (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 1st, 2002
11:09 pm	fuck You take away I feel the same You take away I feel the same All the promises you made to me you made in vain I lost myself inside your tainted smile again Cause you can feel my ANGER You can feel my pain You can feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain You can't take away Make me whole again I feel betrayed Stuck in your ways And you rip me apart With the brutal things you say I can't deal with shit anymore I just look away Cause you can feel my ANGER You can feel my pain You can feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain You can't take away Make me whole again Mudshovel You take away I feel the same All these promises You promised only pain If you take away And leave me with nothing again 'Cause you can feel my ANGER You can feel my pain You can feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain You can't take away Make me whole again You will feel my anger You will feel my pain You will feel my torment Driving you insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain You won't take away I'll be whole again Current Mood: distressed Current Music: staind (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 22nd, 2001
12:27 am	you just dont understand the effect u have on me (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 17th, 2001
11:48 pm	ghsd I want u to be free , dont worry about me. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 5th, 2001
9:23 pm	asdg when me and chase are out being crazy noting seems that big of a deal as it does when i think about alone... soo... thanx chase! (Comment on this)
9:20 pm	asdg when me and chase are out being crazy noting seems that big of a deal as it does when i think about alone... soo... thanx chase! (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 29th, 2001
10:33 pm	.. im realy sick of going no where and not having anyone to go there with. :( (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 19th, 2001
8:47 pm	fuck its really fucking gay when people think that something isnt a big deal when it really fucking is to me. Pat you cant say shit or anything because i dont want to do it. I just something i cant do. Im not like you are alright. So whatever. Fuck! Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 18th, 2001
9:28 am	hahahahaha last night was sooo much fun oh my god. i went to a party at tony vlhovic's and had a really good time u know just partying. me tony and sears were playing rock paper scissors to see who would drink and it got so funny by the end we couldnt say rock paper scissors and were goin crazy. so then everybody relaxed and chilled out for a little and everyone went home, this is afer ricky ternes chased us with a tractor... dont ask,, so then its me tony, jimmy victora, clark ajiwannia, sean dominik, brian gabriel, and ricky ternes and we decide to sneak out at 230 in the morning so after pushing dominicks truck down the driveway we get in and we start goin through neighborhoods and just goin crazy not gonna say what we did online but it was awesome!!! Current Mood: amused Current Music: dave matthews how could u not like dave colls??? (1 Comment |Comment on this)